September 2009
1 post
I must really love you.
May 2009
2 posts
“A guy and a girl can be just friends, but at one point or another, they will...”
– Dave Matthews (via littlemiss)
April 2009
19 posts
“Too many of us stay walled because we are afraid of being hurt. We are afraid to...”
– Eleanor Roosevelt (via littlemiss)
I hate missing you.
Not only because I want you around me, but because it always means that I still feel something for you. And I don’t want to feel that something anymore.
Not at all.
“Some people care too much. I think it’s called love.”
– Winnie the Pooh (via littlemiss)
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Stop doing whatever you’re doing to make me fall for you even more.
I feel so pathetic for going through all this, as if I was actually going through a falling-out or a breaking-up. When in fact, he isn’t mine in the first place.
He never was. He’s my bestfriend. And ever since he took up that role in my life (after all the awkwardness), it made me fall for him even more. I...
..and it doesn't hurt.
I read this from a friend’s blog. It’s pretty long but very worth the read. When I first saw the entry, I decided I didn’t want to read it ‘cause it looked so long and kind of threatening. But whenever I checked the site for updates, that seem to always be on the first page.
I’m glad I read it, I’m pretty sure you should, too. When I was reading it, I...
lunaticpill,
be absolutely sure you want to follow my drama :))
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For the first time in eighteen days, I finally saw him again.
I was eating out with T and J (it was the first time he saw her again, too, since she left for Hong Kong for a week) when I decided to send a text message to one of our friends. I told him we were kind of stalling since it was really hot outside and we’d have to walk. He then decided that they‘ll just go to us.
I...
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I hate feeling this way for you.
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He forgot about my birthday and it really makes me sad. Not because someone I like forgot my birthday but because I actually consider him one of my bestfriends. And he forgot. I would really feel awful if one of my older bestfriends forgot about my birthday, especially one I was usually with ):
I feel awful.
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You can’t imagine how much I miss you right now.
I feel too.. sad. I’m not sure if there are any other words for it. But that’s just it. I’m watching The Bucket List right now and if I were going to die soon, telling you how I felt would probably be the first thing I’d be doing. I’d show you this blog — even if it brings us to that awkward zone again. Not...
You must think he likes you, huh :))
March 2009
21 posts
3 tags
Introducing J and T.
J is in love with T. We think T feels the same (in some horribly cheesy way) but she doesn’t want to admit. I’m very jealous. I don’t want to be, though.
I’m very close with T. She always asks me if I still like W everytime we’re alone together and I always either say yes or I don’t know. And she always wonders when I’ll say no to her perpetual question....
Six Months -Hey Monday
You’re the...
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The last time I talked to you was yesterday and we spent the whole afternoon together with friends the other day.
I guess it won’t make any sense if I said I missed you, huh?
And thanks for probably shaking my brains out in effort to calm my nerves before we took our Literature exam. I didn’t study at all the night before and all I did was read my notes a few hours prior to the...
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My heart jumps whenever I see your name at the bottom right of my screen as you finally go online your messenger. And possibly, I think my heart skips a beat whenever you go offline.
Imagine how much more unnecessary heart movement there is when you message me.
NO MATTER HOW ANNOYING YOU GET, I STILL LIKE YOU. SOMEONE TELL ME WHY.
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Oh, stupid little school girl.
Whenever you pass by my classroom and glance inside, I like to think that you were passing by on purpose and that you were looking for me.
Woah Oh! (Me vs. Everyone) -Forever the Sickest...
Over My Head (Cable Car) -The Fray
I never knew I...
The Best Mistake -Angulo
It’s a miracle...
I should probably stop taking responsibility for...
That was a heck long title.
But basically, because I keep offering to help, I have too much to do. I have a 15-minute long documentary due on Tuesday, 5-page paper and a final project due on Wednesday, Botany finals on Thursday.
And all I have is this weekend.
I don’t want to elaborate anymore, I just feel really tired now.
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HT, TH, HH, TT.
So, I got a bit jealous when W was flipping a coin on who was better or who to pursue or something. He had two choices. Heads was this girl who looked like the girl he had a crush on a few weeks ago. Tails was this girl in my PE class last semester. They look pretty much alike. Oh, and they kind of look like W, too. W, Heads, Tails, and the girl who looked like Heads (or the other way around, I...
Northern Downpour -Panic! At the Disco
If all our...
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I hate that right after I just reread that entry, he IMs me just to say good night.
Good luck tomorrow on your finals, W.
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I hate admitting things.
It makes me feel upset ‘cause it means that these supposedly normal, everyday things mean something more than that to me.
Like maybe, a friend telling me to take care going home would mean something more if it was someone else who said it.
Let’s name that someone W — ala gossip girl. He’ll probably appear a lot of times in my stories, better give him a code erm, letter.
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